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I've finally just bought a car! Finally wheels! I can go places and pick people up and I can give people rides and best of all MEET PEOPLE places! Yes Yes Yes Yes Yes! I can't wait! I pick up on Monday and its alllllll mine. Do you hear me all MINE! Wheeeeeeeeeee. I don't have much else to say cept things always look up when something finally goes your way doesn't it? I mean life seems like such shite and then something good happens and suddenly life is such a wonderful thing again! That's what is hapening about me right now. Sadly I have no air conditioning or power steering. SO I guess I will sweat a bit in the summer and have to build some arms muscles. I mean mine are non-existant. Just wanted to say keep your chins up guys things do happen in due course and life has the potential for looking up the next day! Right? Today can always be better than yesterday!

Well I've only been at work for a half hour and I already want to scream! People just amaze me, you know I am here to help them buuuuuuut, they just feel the need to belittle or to try and cow me into helping them. I wil gladly help them they just need to realize that not everything can be fixed with a magic wand, somethings require time and patience. Something a lot of people sem to lose now days. What I really love is those people that complain about a 10-15 min wait for someone to answer. I don't konw about you but when ever I deal with my cell company its always at least 45 mins. Or if I dealt with AOL back when I had them, that was always at least a 50 min wait. Or my friend who worked for a cell phone company they had long wait times as well. *sigh* I kid you not when I have people who ask me if I know what I am doing, or who insist on speaking to a supervisor because of something they have downloaded onto their computer and installed themselves, mind you this software has nothing really to do with their ISP and yet it is their ISP's fault. Thats like installing a car stereo, then a week later your car breaking down, then taking it to the dealership or the person you bought it from to complain about the stereo that was put in after the fact. Alright I should get back to the phones, I just needed to vent

I had this dream the other day in which I was forced to watch my friends and family suffer because I couldn't get to them in time. It was kind of odd because I rarely have dreams of this sort so I kind of didn't believe it was happening. Then when I couldn't control my dream as I normally do, ie close my eyes and go somewhere else, it worried me. It was not a fun thing to live through let me tell ya. But in being forced to experience this it kind of taught me a lesson. How much my family means to me and how much my friends do as well. Those of you who keep in touch with me on a regualr basis I just want to say how much you've helped me and changed my point of view at times. Always for the better but, there are times when it can be a bit bad. *chuckle* But thank you all for your advice, friendly ear, and good times. As for my family if you any of you visit my page on a regular basis I just want to say how much you all mean to me. I really have learned to apreciate you guys in my coming home this year. Life got a little to hard for me and you let me come home, thank you it was needed. As well as just a chance to see the majority of you before you all run off to school and such. Just a last chance to be a family before we all move and have distance separating us. Thank you all for listening to my thoughts and ideas, well I should end this.

So It's time for a new year. A new beggining so to speak. A chance to start over and become somthing new. A time to grow and reflect upon what you have learned and experienced within the last year. Though it does seem like the majority of people in the world don't take the time to pause in their lives. To digest what they've seen or done. New Year's is just another year closer to death. Another year less to make all your money in. Such is the fate of the pessemistic, to think that there is no beauty in the world or just see the bad in everything. Even this new year in which we can change what is happening we are doomed to just repeat the mistakes we have made in the past unless we truely learn from those mistakes. And those who bemoan everything will not learn because they are to focused on all the bad, rather than the lesson they could be learning. A sad existance, but I know we all fall into the meloncholy of, where do I belong, why do I go through this day to day, how can I change things? We all do, I know I have for the past few weeks thats kind of why my page is so far behind. But I am back to try and remedy that. Hopefully we can keep it alive and just keep things easier for everybody. You konw I'm making no sense right now, maybe this is just a bad time to be writing a journal.

Talk about drama, you know this whole election would make a grea movie. I think it'll probably be the next mini series. Ya think? The tension is so think you need a freakin chainsaw to even think about scratchin it. I mean this is just a psychotic freak fest. here in NM we are running into all kinds of problems and need a recount, they need a recount in Florida, blah blah blah blah blah. This is like some sort of bad dream for me. I am anxiously awaiting the turn out, but not for the same reason as most others. I just want people to stop freaking out about who will do what. Who ever becomes our new leader will try and do whats best for our country I believe, my candidate didn't even get his required 5% so I'm content with being an onlooker.